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This one part in my life is so fragile yet something so sweet mankind can ever imagine. As I start to finally open a new definition in my cycle, I can’t help feel a rotation of sadness but pure relief and satisfaction that was happened and the ones I shared it with was a just another chapter in my soul that keeps leading it’s way on and on. I feel a bit dreary of this so-called new new because what I had was what I was so used to and the aftermath left me clueless, lost, confused, in a daze but at the same time it lifted me up to higher standards of what is and what’s in me. It’s finally on the letting go, you spend a while collected and surrounded by sentimental that you grew in fond with and after it leaves you, your out of your comfort zone and by moving on to the next you have to release that comfort and find comfort in new beginnings and pleasures. Like what he said, it will always be engraved in my heart and in this new part I’m climbing onto, I have to go back down and finally just let go and let loose so I can grasp a new meaning. It may not last, it may not be as sacred as before, it could be, it could not but I’ll never know if I do not give it a chance. Taking chances due the experience my soul and heart felt I am once again taking a risk but at the same time trying to keep my cool and maintain myself, take it slow take it slow and everything will be alright. & as always, I hope this will be all worth while.  I had the best of the best memories of that one part in my past, now it’s time to make new ones with a whole different aspect and outlook, but the memories from my past always comes along and will always mold me.